Growing Pains

I found a key

That opened a door

Inside of my heart

Behind this door it was dark

I found I was bleeding

From wounds I never knew

I never wanted to see this

But I can’t unsee this taboo

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

I guess these are just my growing pains

Got lost in the dark

And the scariest part

Is never to know

Where I’ve been all along

Is it a grave or a womb?

Waiting to be reborn

Try to let go of fears

I know I will be transformed

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

I guess these are just my growing pains

There’s a voice inside me

That’s rejecting the change

I don’t wanna know

It could never be true

But I know I just have to move through it

Until I do

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

I guess I’m just

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways

I’m halfway changed and I’m half the same

I guess these are just my growing pains