{"id":6864,"date":"2023-08-05T14:56:17","date_gmt":"2023-08-05T13:56:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/?page_id=6864"},"modified":"2023-08-05T15:04:01","modified_gmt":"2023-08-05T14:04:01","slug":"growing-pains","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/growing-pains\/","title":{"rendered":"Growing Pains"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Growing Pains<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t
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I found a key<\/span><\/p>

That opened a door\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

Inside of my heart<\/span><\/p>

Behind this door it was dark\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

I found I was bleeding<\/span><\/p>

From wounds I never knew<\/span><\/p>

I never wanted to see this<\/span><\/p>

But I can't unsee this taboo<\/span><\/p>

\u00a0<\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways<\/span><\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

I guess these are just my growing pains<\/span><\/p>

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Got lost in the dark<\/span><\/p>

And the scariest part<\/span><\/p>

Is never to know<\/span><\/p>

Where I've been all along<\/span><\/p>

Is it a grave or a womb?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

Waiting to be reborn<\/span><\/p>

Try to let go of fears\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

I know I will be transformed<\/span><\/p>

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I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways<\/span><\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

I guess these are just my growing pains<\/span><\/p>

\u00a0<\/p>

There's a voice inside me\u00a0<\/span><\/p>

That's rejecting the change<\/span><\/p>

I don't wanna know<\/span><\/p>

It could never be true<\/span><\/p>

But I know I just have to move through it<\/span><\/p>

Until I do<\/span><\/p>

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I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways<\/span><\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

I guess I'm just<\/span><\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

These strings keep pulling me in opposite ways<\/span><\/p>

I'm halfway changed and I'm half the same<\/span><\/p>

I guess these are just my growing pains<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t

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\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tPrevious<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t
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\n\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tClick here<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Growing Pains I found a key That opened a door\u00a0 Inside of my heart Behind this door it was dark\u00a0 I found I was bleeding From wounds I never knew I never wanted to see this But I can\u2019t unsee this taboo \u00a0 I\u2019m halfway changed and I\u2019m half the same These strings keep pulling […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"site-sidebar-layout":"default","site-content-layout":"","ast-site-content-layout":"default","site-content-style":"default","site-sidebar-style":"default","ast-global-header-display":"","ast-banner-title-visibility":"","ast-main-header-display":"","ast-hfb-above-header-display":"","ast-hfb-below-header-display":"","ast-hfb-mobile-header-display":"","site-post-title":"","ast-breadcrumbs-content":"","ast-featured-img":"","footer-sml-layout":"","ast-disable-related-posts":"","theme-transparent-header-meta":"","adv-header-id-meta":"","stick-header-meta":"","header-above-stick-meta":"","header-main-stick-meta":"","header-below-stick-meta":"","astra-migrate-meta-layouts":"default","ast-page-background-enabled":"default","ast-page-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-4)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"ast-content-background-meta":{"desktop":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"tablet":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""},"mobile":{"background-color":"var(--ast-global-color-5)","background-image":"","background-repeat":"repeat","background-position":"center center","background-size":"auto","background-attachment":"scroll","background-type":"","background-media":"","overlay-type":"","overlay-color":"","overlay-opacity":"","overlay-gradient":""}},"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-6864","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/6864","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6864"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/6864\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6882,"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/6864\/revisions\/6882"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6864"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}