{"id":6864,"date":"2023-08-05T14:56:17","date_gmt":"2023-08-05T13:56:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/?page_id=6864"},"modified":"2023-08-05T15:04:01","modified_gmt":"2023-08-05T14:04:01","slug":"growing-pains","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/de\/growing-pains\/","title":{"rendered":"Wachsende Schmerzen"},"content":{"rendered":"<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-page\" data-elementor-id=\"6864\" class=\"elementor elementor-6864\" data-elementor-post-type=\"page\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-821f62d elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"821f62d\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-aebb32f\" data-id=\"aebb32f\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9065e36 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"9065e36\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Wachsende Schmerzen<\/h2>\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-b164d94 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"b164d94\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-05000a4\" data-id=\"05000a4\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9a119c2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"9a119c2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe einen Schl\u00fcssel gefunden<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Das \u00f6ffnete eine T\u00fcr\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Im Inneren meines Herzens<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Hinter dieser T\u00fcr war es dunkel\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe gemerkt, dass ich blute<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Von Wunden, die ich nie kannte<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich wollte das nie sehen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Aber ich kann dieses Tabu nicht ungesehen machen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Diese F\u00e4den ziehen mich immer wieder in entgegengesetzte Richtungen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich sch\u00e4tze, das sind nur meine Wachstumsschmerzen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">In der Dunkelheit verloren gegangen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Und das Erschreckendste daran<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ist nie zu wissen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Wo ich die ganze Zeit gewesen bin<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ist es ein Grab oder eine Geb\u00e4rmutter?\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Warten auf die Wiedergeburt<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Versuchen Sie, \u00c4ngste loszulassen\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich wei\u00df, dass ich verwandelt werden werde<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Diese F\u00e4den ziehen mich immer wieder in entgegengesetzte Richtungen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich sch\u00e4tze, das sind nur meine Wachstumsschmerzen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Da ist eine Stimme in mir\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Das ist die Ablehnung der Ver\u00e4nderung<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich will es nicht wissen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Es k\u00f6nnte niemals wahr sein<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Aber ich wei\u00df, dass ich mich einfach durchsetzen muss.<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Bis ich das tue<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\">\u00a0<\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Diese F\u00e4den ziehen mich immer wieder in entgegengesetzte Richtungen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich sch\u00e4tze, ich bin einfach<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Diese F\u00e4den ziehen mich immer wieder in entgegengesetzte Richtungen<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich habe mich halb ver\u00e4ndert und bin halb derselbe<\/span><\/p><p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Ich sch\u00e4tze, das sind nur meine Wachstumsschmerzen<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ff6b39f elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ff6b39f\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-e-type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container 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class=\"elementor-button-text\">Vorherige<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-50 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3d5da49\" data-id=\"3d5da49\" data-element_type=\"column\" data-e-type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-e9fc7ac elementor-align-center elementor-widget elementor-widget-button\" data-id=\"e9fc7ac\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-e-type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"button.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-button-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a class=\"elementor-button elementor-button-link elementor-size-sm\" href=\"https:\/\/ninalynn.nl\/de\/each-woman\/\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-content-wrapper\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<span class=\"elementor-button-text\">Klicken Sie hier<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/span>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Growing Pains I found a key That opened a door\u00a0 Inside of my heart Behind this door it was dark\u00a0 I found I was bleeding From wounds I never knew I never wanted to see this But I can\u2019t unsee this taboo \u00a0 I\u2019m halfway changed and I\u2019m half the same These strings keep pulling 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